Disappearing is becoming my best defense… I wish it didn’t have to be this way… But invisible is the only way to justify people not caring.. At least I control my presence in people’s lives.
Everything is so messed up right now…. How am I supposed to get myself back when for almost a year I haven’t been able separate you from me……. I keep falling deeper & deeper into what seems to be just an illusion that I chose to believe in from day one.
Omg!!! Life hates me! :( lol I deactivated my fb…. (my crack) I cant sleep because I am now on quicktrim.. and now my texting isn’t workin!!! WHAT IS THIS?! I’m going to lose my mind!!!